Learning how to swim but the land's all dry
Feeling like a shark if I stop I'll die
Whoa- oh whoa- oh
Veins are lit and my blood's on fire
Underneath the buzz of the telephone wire
Whoa- oh whoa- oh
All my friends are doing fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life
So tied up and tired of this self- inflicted fight
In spite of I light up to leave my demons inside
I tell myself I'm fine while I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Lost big dreams that I really don't need
Everything I love's gonna find a way to leave
Whoa- oh whoa- oh
Got good friends that I never can see
Always on the run while my plans are free
Whoa- oh whoa- oh
I've been staying up all night
Shaking needles out my spine
But the doctor says I'm fine
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life
So tied up and tired of this self- inflicted fight
In spite of I light up to leave my demons inside
I tell myself I'm fine while I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Glad to be alive glad to be alive
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Glad to be alive but I hate my life
So tied up and tired of this self- inflicted fight
In spite of I light up to leave my demons inside
I tell myself I'm fine while I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine
Feels
Good to be alive but I hate my life
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Whoa- oh oh- oh oh- oh oh- oh
Glad to be alive but I hate my life
