Hi there Ren
Its been a little while, did you miss me
You thought you'd buried me, didn't you
Risky
Because I always come back
Deep down you know that
Deep down you know I'm always in periphery
Ren aren't you pleased to see me
It's been weeks since we spoke bro
You know you need me
You're the sheep, I'm the shepherd
Not your place to lead me
Not your place to be biting off
The hand that feeds me
-Hi Ren
-I've been taking some time to be distant
-I've been taking some time to be still
-I've been taking some time to be by myself
-Since my therapist told me I'm ill
-I've been making some progress lately
-And I've learnt some new coping skills
-So I haven't really needed you much man
-I think we need to just step back and chill
Ren, you sound more insane than I do
You think that those doctors
Are really there to guide you?
Been through this a million times
Your civilian mind is so perfect
At always being lied to
Okay
Take another pill boy
Drown yourself in the sound of white noise
Follow this 10 step program
Rejoice
All your problems will be gone
Fucking dumb boy
-Nah mate, this time it's different man
-Trust me
-I feel like things might be falling in place
-And my music's been kinda doing bits too
-Like I actually might do something great
-And when I'm gone maybe I'll be remembered
-For doing something special with myself
-That's why I don't think that we should talk man
-Cause when your with me it never seems to help
You think that you can amputate me
I am you
You are me
You are I
I am we
We are one
Split in two
That makes one so you see
You got to kill you if you wanna kill me.
I'm not left over dinner, I'm not scraps on the side
Oh your music is thriving
Delusional guy
Where's your top ten hit
Where's your interview with Oprah
Where are your grammies Ren
Nowhere
-Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that
-I never chased numbers, statistics or stats
-I Never write hooks for the radio
-They never even play me
-So why would I concern myself with that
-But my music is really connecting,
-And the people who find it respect it
-And for me that's enough
-'Cause this life's been tough
-So it gives me a purpose I can rest in
Man you sound so pretentious!
Ren your music is so self-centred
No one wants to hear another song about
How much you hate yourself...
Trust me
You should be so lucky
Having me inside you to guide you
Remind you to manage expectations
Provide you perspective
That thing you neglected, I get it
You wanna be a big deal... Next Jimi Hendrix
Forget it
-Man it's not like that
Man it's just like that I'm inside you you twat
-Nah it's not man your wrong, when I write I belong
Let me break the fourth wall
By acknowledging this song
Ren sits down
Has a stroke of genius
He wants to write a song that was not done previous
A battle with his subconscious...
Eminem did it
-Played on guitar
Plan B did it
Man your not original you criminal
Rip off artist
The pinnacle of your success
Is stealing other people's material
Ren mate we've heard it all before
Ohh she sells
sea shells on the
Sea shore
-Fuck you I don't need you
-I don't need to hear this
-Cause I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius
-And I will be great, and I will make waves
-And I'll shake up the whole world beneath us
That's right speak your truth
Your f*****g god complex leaks out of you
It's refreshing to actually hear you say it
In stead of down play it
Oh the music Is all about the creative process
And if people can find something to relate to
Within that then that's just a bonus
-Fuck you ima f*****g kill you Ren
Well f*****g kill me then
Let's f*****g have you Ren
-I'm a do it, watch me prove it
-Who are you to doubt my music
-'Cause I call the shots I choose if you die
-Yeah I call the shots
-So I choose who survives
-I'll tie you up in knots then I'll lock you inside
..
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News flash...
I was created at the dawn of creation
I am temptation
I am the snake in Eden
I am the reason for treason
Beheading all Kings
I am sin with no rhyme or reason
Sun of the morning, Lucifer
Antichrist, father of lies
Mestophilies
Truth in a blender
Deceitful pretender
The Banished avenger
The righteous surrender
When standing in-front of my solar eclipse
My name it is stitched to your lips so see
I won't bow to the will of a mortal
Feeble and normal
You wanna kill me
I'm eternal, immortal
I live in every decision
That catalysed chaos
That causes division
I live inside death
The beginning of ends
I am you
You are me
I am you Ren
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-Hi Ren... I've been taking some time to be distant
-I've been taking some time to be still
-I've been taking some time to be by myself
-And I've spent half my life ill
-But just as sure as the tide start turning
-Just as sure as the night has dawn
-Just as sure as rain fall soon runs dry
-When you stand in the eye of the storm
-I was made to be tested and twisted
-I was made to be broken and beat
-I was made by his hand
-It's all part of his plan
-But I stand on my own two feet
-And you know me my will is eternal
-And you know me you've met Me before
-Face to with a beast I will rise from the east
-And I'll settle on the ocean floor
-And I go by many names also
-Some people know me as hope
-Some people know me as the voice that you hear
-When u loosen the noose on the rope
-And you know how that I'll prosper?
-Because I stand here beside you today
-I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain
-And I didn't once flinch or shake
-So cower at the man I've become
-When I sing from the top of my lungs
-That I won't retire I'll stand in your fire
-Inspire the weak to be strong
-And when I am gone I will rise
-In the music that I left behind
-Ferocious persistent, immortal like you
-We're a coin with two different sides.
