I'm terrified of the truth
I'm terrified of myself
This is suicidal thoughts
F**k
Ok, umm
My suicidal thoughts is crowding me, yeah
I don't know where to start
I'm falling again
I wish I could love myself all over again
I mess that stuff up for me
I don't know what's up with me
I wish I could go in the grave, yeah
Uh, go in a grave, yeah
I am trying to live my life good too
