Worried

Told me not to worry

But it made me do it more

When you walked out of the door I started crying on the floor

Can't believe you'd leave simply 'cause you got bored

But for girls like you I guess that's the norm

And you're a great actor 'cause I never saw the changes

Never woulda known on the low that you were faking

And now I'm in a rage shakin' screaming "I can't take this"

Throw my phone at the wall

And it shattered on the pavement

Now my hearts been ripped to shards that I could only hope to grasp

I been kickin' with a homie while we smoking on the grass

Take a step back to the past with every flick of ash

And feel my passion leave every time I have to pass

Don't know why to feel my soul's a pit of blackness

I can try to pin it down but feelings never matchin'

I'm not who I used to be that kid is in the past

Since what you don't know who you are till you up in the casket

So if we see you f**d up

By then it's too late

So I been staying up and reflecting all of my mistakes

Already lack a soul and heart what's even left to take

I just take this shit and stride never been the type to break

People ask me how I been I lie and say I'm great but

I don't understand half the shit inside my brain

So I'm flipping through the dictionary trying to explain

I wanna have fun 'cause life's like a game

Wanna hit the end

Someone roll the credits

I try voice my pain but it feels like no one gets it

Took my heart strings and shred em like Led Zeppelin

She'll have you begging for your life in a matter of seconds

She's been hanging with the snakes now she's a serpent

Made me feel this way and then said that I deserved it

She kissed me then stabbed me

So nobody heard it

I barely escaped now I'm broken and hurting