i have a dream each night of a version of me
i cant believe i started drinkin at a quarter to three
you always wanted me to blow up but i struggle to breathe
cause i cant really stand the thought of being sober this week
she said im on one
baby i got a problem
i thought i had my friends but
i guess i mustve lost em
i just wanna be happy
i know im not content
giving up on my friendships
im ****ed up more than my ex
i guess i get it this is everything you wanted right
you like to act like you were happy
i guess i get it this is something that you do at night
you knew the script yeah you were acting
why cant i remember what it feels like to be strong
you were all i ever wanted now i want nothing at all
you cant use me up discard me im not garbage im not trash
youre an anchor on my soul you took the me i cant get back
she said im on one
baby i got a problem
i thought i had my friends but
i guess i mustve lost em
i just wanna be happy
i know im not content
giving up on my friendships
im ****ed up more than my ex
