Young Felicia was only four when she learned
How to ride a bike
Now she fourteen ridin ＇ every Tom d**k and Mike
I tell her ＂ that ain ＇ t nice why you livin ＇ so trife ＂
She told me please ＂ MYOB homie you don ＇ t know me
Her sister the same Felecia claims she the one
Who hipped her to the game
She f**ked Jermaine because Jermaine had a shiny chain
Now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor pain
And she noticed her v****a changing; and not for the better
She see bumps and all kinds of things
The doctor suggested she take a HIV test she said ＂ Yes ＂
Now it ＇ s peace when she waitin to rest she so stressed
When I ask him why he bummin ＇ for quarters
Was it him or was it government order; Said he thirsty
I offered him water but he said he want somethin ＇ stronger
He said ＂ There ＇ s pain my life ＂ he needs something to numb it
Somethin ＇ to burn a hole in his stomach
First I said ＂ naw ＂ but after talking to him; It was clear
That his wife was his life and dope had murder the woman
His feelings numb; Felicia was out there killin ＇ them
Her a fatherless daughter him a daughterless father
She a nymphomaniac he got his toughts in the bottle
Would it help for them to walk with a bible
They both say ＂ nah ＂ the find Religion as awkward as I do
I could holla give a dollar but what more could I do
Not much they got f**ked it ＇ s what we call survival
You feel this pain I ＇ ve been havin ＇
Wouldn ＇ t lead to much change
Cuz down here not muched changed in the game
Cause everbody wanna thug mayne
If you knew the pain I sustained
Just from lettin ＇ my gun bang
If you would pump your breaks young mayne
You ＇ d jump in the other lane
I been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin ＇ it real
No dough no mail it was ＂ yo go to hell ＂
Now they jealous cuz I ＇ m hangin ＇ out with Cocoa Chanel
Even though I got pain in my life I keep it discreet
I got a deal I still sleep in the street
Y ＇ all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judge
Throw the book at you f**kers and tell you to read it and weep
The preacher been feelin ＇ on him for a minute
Told if he told his sould would be demented
Even if he made it to the gate he wouldn ＇ t get in it
But Lendon pain got pushed to the limit
Got em ＇ layin on the sofa one night his throat sliced
With a suicide note and a knife what he write
That he ＇ s no longer wantin ＇ to live it
Breathin ＇ is no longer important forget it
What he didn ＇ t write is that he was molested since he was five
And would rather die before he was forced to admit it
He said ＂ It ＇ s pain in my life ＂ this pain niggaz feel everyday
My middle finger wave high to the critics
I didn ＇ t get it so what Maybe I should just stay away
And let my man Trey Songz and them hit it
"So much pain in my life"
You feel this pain I've been havin'
Wouldn't lead to much change
Cuz down here not muched changed
Cause everbody wanna thug mayn
"So much pain in my life"
If you knew the pain I sustained
Just from lettin' my gun bang
If you would pump your breaks young mayn
You'd jump in the other lane
"So much pain in my life"
You feel this pain I've been havin'
Wouldn't lead to much change
Cuz down here not muched changed
Cause everbody wanna thug mayn
"So much pain in my life"
If you knew the pain I sustained
Just from lettin' my gun bang
If you would pump your breaks young mayn
You'd jump in the other lane
"So much pain in my life"
You'd You'd You'd You'd You'd jump in the other lane
You'd You'd You'd You'd You'd jump in the other lane
"So much pain in my life"
"So much pain in my life"
"So much pain in my life"
