Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

I wonder why they all looking at me

Always was a guy at the backseat

And now they all are hella mean

And now I scare 'em off like K-Fee

Every single day has reached a plateau

Too many thoughts and many had to go

They all laugh at me like lmao

My life, I can't keep that s**t simple

Lost all of my passion, I'm gettin' psychotic

My life is a comedy

Man, I feel like being inside in a bad sitcom

Can't even think properly

I wonder why they all looking at me

Set up a banquet, for dinner some envy

Try with my life whatever you want

I don't give much of a f*ck lately

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

I don't want to get so sentimental

Every single day that just pass is a burden on my soul

I can't be that guy that you ask for

Staying up all night tryna catch my breath in an oxygen mask

Bottle all the old days up in a flask

Cant even drown what comes with a lifejacket

Lost all my passion

Lost all my chances

Lost in my 20s and I can't find a map

Everything pass by like a blur in a window

Wish I didn't want to take it slow

Mountain on my back and the rocks rolling off

Climbing backwards in a landslide

Cant do this and I can't do that

Won't stop till I meet my standards

I was tryna hold on to a slice of the good old days till the rain made it all soggy

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Struggling like a motherfucker

As the days go by I lose track of time

I wanna break a neck and then I'll f*ck up a bench

And overflow my tears to drown inside of them

I feel like a burden to everybody

I'm staying on my own, no one to judge

Cause they never gave a f*ck about my feelings

I'm laying on my bed just like a corpse now

I won't get f****d anymore and break their f*****g bones

You better watch your back, I'll rip your heart apart

Like you just did with mine, a f*****g bloody mess

You crushed it in your hands, I'll rip your head apart

And get my sweet revenge for all these f*****g years

I lived inside the fear but now I'm numb

I don't feel anything

I'm gonna take a nap, please never wake me up

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt

Memories keep playing on the silver screen

All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt