I'm kinda over being told that I'm a mess
'Cause I can't connect, can't get out of bed
It's heavy on my shoulders
Let me get this off my chest
I'm standing on the edge, are you even listening?
I made peace with my vices
But I'm closer to a riot
In my mind, I'm tryna hide it
But it's such a vicious cycle, so
Hold up, let me simplify this
Oh, wait, I can't
I'll just overthink it
Feels like the target's on my head
And they all wish I was dead
Already regret what I just said
I haven't slept
I know it's the dopamine misfiring
Being human's tiring
Maybe I'm not what you expect
I'm just not myself just yet
La la la, la la la
La la la, la la la la
If I admit it
Tell you, I'm not fuckin' with it
Will you help me find a key to break out of my mental prison?
'Cause it's all starting to feel like the same thing
And everyone's wanting to change me
And they'll say it's all temporary, but
I'm sick of hearing "I'll call you back"
I know you'll never call me back
Feels like the target's on my head
And they all wish I was dead
Already regret what I just said
I haven't slept
I know it's the dopamine misfiring
Being human's tiring
Maybe I'm not what you expect
I'm just not myself just yet
La la la, la la la (ooh)
La la la, la la la la
La la la, la la la
La la la, la la la la
I've heard it all before
Without 'em, I'll be nothing
But if it's not personal
Why do I feel so numb?
Hold up, let me simplify this
You'll see, watch me go and overthink it
La la la, la la la
La la la, la la la la
Feels like the target's on my head
And they all wish I was dead
Already regret what I just said
I haven't slept
I know it's the dopamine misfiring
Being human's tiring
Maybe I'm not what you expect
I'm just not myself just yet
