Hi, Nani. This is your granddaughter, Riani. I love you and I miss you.
Hi, Nani. This is your granddaughter, Shaderia. I love you and I miss you. See you when I get there.
Hi, Mom. This is your daughter, Tiela. I love you and I miss you.
God bless you.
I hope the scribe finds you so good.
Mom, I love you, miss you, and I know I speak for the whole hood.
Ain't nothing changed, still shed tears. Can't believe I've been mourning your death going on close to six years.
Think about that heavenly date as I meditate in Section 53, Row 78.
I'm obsessed to see you, but I know it's a process.
So until then, miss, God bless you.
Just like yesterday when I saw you, hope I made it crystal clear how I truly adore you.
I couldn't help it. The other day I broke down to my lawyer.
Why tattoo my right arm for you? He couldn't understand all the time that was given.
Couldn't understand the pain. His mother's still living.
He couldn't understand all the love that you gave to me. Sacrifices that you made for me.
Why would your love live inside of us when we've been living inside your love?
And I know you forever will be watching from heaven above.
Sometimes it gets real rough for us, living without you here.
But I know we'll be together again, living inside of your love.
I remember all throughout the mall we used to walk about.
The house down in Maryland that you used to talk about.
One day I'mma make it mine, my only object.
Give you a better life, take you up out the projects.
Cause you deserve better than pissy elevators.
Straight shots from haters and roaches by the incinerators.
No nosy neighbors made you wanna run away.
Main reason why I could never put my gun away.
Still could see the pain as soon as you busted in.
Crushed within, found out your baby boy was hustling.
I still quiver as the doctor deliver news that made me shiver.
Said the cancer spread through your liver.
Next day I cry hoping but I knew you was leaving.
When I saw you with your eyes open but wasn't breathing.
Could you imagine taking your mother's hand and her body?
It's colder than any winter ever.
All my love lives inside of us and we'll be living inside your love.
And I know you forever will be watching from heaven above.
Sometimes it gets real rough for us, living without you here.
But I know we'll be together again, living inside of your love.
But now I go astray from a death, go to live for the breath.
When I'm wrong, drop to my knees and repent till I'm fresh.
September 6th, music represent to my best.
Stay focused and play the hesitant to the left.
Conversations with God, now it's not quite the stress.
Gave me that reassurance that my life was blessed.
Cause I've been in a tight spot, that's what enough pay for 10 Emmys.
That's why I write hot and win Grammys.
Courageous enough to throw my chest to a block.
Fortunate enough to throw a Lex to my pops.
I got so much love that I could rest on the block.
Rape day and fall asleep on the bench with my watch.
Playing hated internally, but I can't be stopped.
God, moms and me, gotta reach the top.
Conceal my staff, cowards wanna squeal, I laugh.
You won't ever know how real till you feel my wrath.
All my love lives inside of us and we'll be living inside your love.
And I know you forever will be watching from heaven above.
Sometimes it gets real rough for us living without you here.
But I know we'll be together again living inside of your love.
All my love lives inside of us and we'll be living inside your love.
And I know you forever will be watching from heaven above.
Sometimes it gets real rough for us living without you here.
But I know we'll be together again living inside of your love.
Yeah, hold on, hold on.
Let's take a minute to reflect on the whole thing, you know.
I'm going on six years without my moms, you know.
And that's a living hell.
That's a part of your life that you'll never get back.
You know, when she died, a part of me died.
That's a pain that nobody needs to go through.
You know, we all got to do it.
But, you know, while she's still here, appreciate your mother and love your mother.
You heard me?
I need y 'all to feel me on this one, yo.
I'm out.
One love.