I'm wide awake laying here in my bed

I'm thinking back on all the ways

I probably f**ked up again

I wish that somebody could save me

I know nobody can

I'm tryna read you like a book

But all your pages are bent I

I'm just tryna make you happy

But I'm sad

Tryna win your heart again

'Cause I lost that

Ballin' out on Instagram

'Cause you watch that

But you gave me another f**king nosebleed

Go ahead and hit me harder darling do it

'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling

'Cause I'm feeling

'Cause I'm 'cause I'm

'Cause I'm feeling

Another f**king nosebleed

Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling

But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding

'Cause I'm bleeding

'Cause I'm feeling

'Cause I'm 'cause I'm yeah

Babe so I've been thinking about it for a long time

And ah I think it's probably best

For both of us we just stop this s**t

'Cause it's it's really f**king with my head

F**king with my head f**king with my head

You know what nevermind

You know I know that we had good intentions

But I guess you don't feel the connection

You leave me on read for a week of my message

You might as well just get a f**king reception

So maybe it's better I just lay it out

Remember the weekend you came to my house

Yeah when you were asleep with your head on my shirt

I wished you were mine but I know that you weren't

Huh funny I never thought I'd care

'Cause that's the way we met

And now you're playing with my hair

And it feels good I'll admit it

But I know karma's a b***h and we don't actually care

But you gave me another f**king nosebleed

Go ahead and hit me harder darling do it

'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling

'Cause I'm feeling

'Cause I'm 'cause I'm

'Cause I'm feeling

Another f**king nosebleed

Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling

But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding

'Cause I'm bleeding

'Cause I'm feeling

'Cause I'm cause I'm yeah