Lyricist : Jonathon Quiles

Composer : Jonathon Quiles

Inside my mind going back and forth

Every single night I ask the Lord

Will he take all these grey clouds away

Cuz when it rains I can't stand the storm

Trauma’s a pain that I can't ignore

No drive for days, I'm a crashing course

I'm tryna fight off my depression

I don't know how long I had it for

But I had it long enough to know that

It is a part of me

They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me

As if I didn't hear it from everybody else

Giving me their opinion on everything

They feel is wrong with me

These highs and lows, taking a toll

I can't control, my feelings now

I just don't know, how long I'll go

Way down this road, I'm feeling down

I make a record so they feel me now

Just cuz you exist, don't mean you're alive

And I realized this, as time passes by

I can't call it quits, I quit every-time

I need to resist, this feeling inside

I wish my pain would leave and just exit

Maybe I didn't earn my lesson

I feel like I'm disconnected, cuz

God I'm feeling low, low, low

I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh

God I'm feeling low, low, low

I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay

I tell myself that I got this

Then tell myself that I'm not shit

Tearing down my spirit

Now I'm in my feelings

Man, when am I gonna stop this

These voices in my head, do hit for sure

Comparing myself till I'm insecure

It hits me the worse when I'm feeling doubt

I'm locked in my thoughts

There's no getting out

It's a toxic cycle that I can't break

Too paralyze to move, so then I just wait

Till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight

Trust me I tried to run but I can't escape

Life like a loaded gun pointed at my face

Loves like a potent drug, just to numb my pain

I tried to open up, to the ones I'd date

Just to get broken up, yo what a mistake

God I'm feeling low, low, low

I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh

God I'm feeling low, low, low

I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay

I pray the Lord my soul to keep

This nightmare isn't what I dreamed

I cross my hands, in agony

I pray, I pray, oh