All I wanna do is text you
Give in to my sin come sex you
Take a sneeze on my sleeve God bless you
Boo hoo and cry about it
These waters gettin' clouded
Yeah Hectic
Keep my feelings in a bottle ain't no message
This too potent of a notion I've neglected
I come corrective I'm selective with my thoughts
I don't wanna feel right now
Forget a bluff I can't even deal right now
Wish you were never here I'm out
Put me in a place
Got me feelin' down
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place
I can't really handle it no
I been good at faking but I really need to
Handle this like
Don't know where to start with it
Maybe I'm just sabotaging everything that's good for me yeah
Life in a greyscale
A thorn on my side
I need the reminder
I can't live in my own hell
Look in my eyes
I don't think they're mine
I just wanna lay in bed
Texts on read
You don't ever hit me up
Feel like I'm dead
Friends are really checking on me
But like I said
I promise you I'd rather feel numb than bad
Don't be surprised
This how I'm getting through it
Tears on the rise
Anger beat 'em to it
Don't wanna act out give a cop out
We hash out on our own
Guess what now we're fine now
My emotions never showin'
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place
