Holding me, they holding me

Might just end my suffering, my agony

The thought of you is killing me, is killing me

Cuz love is a fantasy, not my reality

I used to have hopes for us

I tried to make this f**g last

And you ain’t never notice

No you ain’t ever notice, next thing i know is

You’re up, then you leave me in the background

Can’t stop, girl i’m feeling kinda sad now

Foreign but you can’t do it better

For me, you said you won’t leave me ever

Blue eyes, looking at me they just feed me lie

Do i, want to be here just to say goodbye

Sometimes, feel like everything against me

Yeah, like something from a f**g movie

Yeah something that’s only in the movie

I’m falling down i’m going too deep

In the drugs and in the music

But f**k it i might die soon b**h

So, i try my best, imma win the race

Smoking loud in the lobby 2 blunts to the face

Imma get the bands living till the end

Not a sheep or lamb, just the way i am

Feel like jojo from the who

Rather hide up in my room

Lock the door and take the shrooms

A place where my mind wander to

Look out the window them stars looking bright

Shapes in the sky goddamn what a sight

The psych they’re showing me what you cannot

You could’ve been here tonight but

You’re up, then you leave me in the background

Can’t stop, girl i’m feeling kinda sad now

Foreign but you can’t do it better

For me, you said you won’t leave me ever

Blue eyes, looking at me they just feed me lie

Do i, want to be here just to say goodbye

Sometimes, feel like everything against me

Yeah, like something from a f**g movie

Yeah something that’s only in the movie

I’m falling down i’m going too deep

In the drugs and in the music

But f**k it i might die soon b**h