How could I let you do this again

How could I let myself

Be sucked into this thing

Called friends

How could I let you hurt me this way

Torturing myself day after day after day

You'd have thought I'd learned by now

Want to let you go but don't know how

How could I let you kiss me like that

All of my hopes up only to be squashed flat

How could I think that you'd love me too

You're just a scared boy

The only kind that will do

I hope you'll soon lose your charm

That might save my heart from harm