I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix the fence

In my final hours

I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

I won't leave a note for anyone to find

Tomorrow they'll know

What I've done here tonight

The drastic steps I've taken

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell

I fought I lied I drank too much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I've hurt you it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye I wish you well

Because I love you

I'm gonna kill myself

Now who is that in my easy chair

Now wait a minute

That's the old me sittin' there

And I thank God the Devil in me died

'Cause I stand before you now

A man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've taken

Were just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell

I fought I lied I drank too much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye I wish you well

Because I love you

I had to kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix that fence

In my final hours

I'm gonna tie up these loose ends