I remember my nanny told me something used to pull on her at night when she was sleeping terrified

And then she finally got the nerve to pull them down And look, felt like an eternity in the brief time

and it took and all she found was an empty room with no one there just the shadows and a slight chill in the air and this would happen

into her over and over again.

Sometimes it pulls so hard it kicked her right out of her bed.

And this is something back then that you keep to yourself Especially because they question your mental health

So she just kept it all balled up inside of her Never told her parents cause she knew they wouldn't inside with her

My nanny came from a conservative family And I'm more than one occasion to question her own sanity

I don't know if this is where it began, but I know all too well the shadows that have followed my man.

You've been the juice and energy that needs to be seen Are you the echo of a song, of a vehicle?

Is there a final destination?

Are you a manifestation?

Are you really one of us on a different vibration?

and energy that needs to be seen.

Are you the echo of a song or a reoccurring dream?

Is there a final destination?

Are you a manifestation?

Are you really one of us?

I remember mom told me like something used to watch her.

When she was a little girl, she swore it was a monster.

she slept with the light on kept the door open and hoped against hope that the papa wouldn't

closing it as she grew older so did the frustration even then he said it must have been in her imagination little did my

Mom, no, nannies are too, and no adults could explain to her why the shadows move.

Stand at the foot of her bed, pulling her bedspread.

As a teen, she would stay at a girl's house instead, but it would follow her anywhere that she went.

and she finally did get sleep it would be broken and tense how do you tell someone something that just doesn't make sense and if you're sure that you'll react

is a fantasy then you put a smile on it pretending your family and friends and pray to God with all your heart it doesn't happen again

Are you really just an energy, the means to be seen?

Are you the echo of a song, of a reoccurrence?

Is there a final destination?

Are you a manifestation?

Are you really one of us on a different vibration?

and energy that needs to be seen are you the echo of a song or a reoccurring dream is there a final destination are you a manifestation are you really one of us

On a different vibration I remember my brother told me that it happened to him too And over time we find its intensity grew

And as the kidney comforted me, then someone knew The fear at night that had us both scared and confused

I remember waking up and all the lights were on.

Joey's in the living room.

Clearly something's right and dumb.

He told me point blank that it speaks Instead, I'll cut your throat if you try and scream

way that's so human are you sure you weren't sleeping the other terror in his eyes i swear that you could see it and it never spoke to me well

Other than my name, which it would whisper in my ear when it would shake a bed frame.

And from that point on.

I question everything I did.

Promise God I'd never listen to heavy metal again.

I know it sounds silly, but really, if you knew the feeling.

Sometimes it is standing on the floor, sometimes on the ceiling.

Sometimes it is just watching, I can feel its presence.

The very essence of evil inside my room, I regret it.

Not telling mom sooner, cause she told me the truth.

The same thing had happened to her, but not since her youth.

Now I like to think that I am a rational man.

Maybe there's a hereditary mental health condition.

But as a matter of fact, I know it's really not that.

Cause I've had epic tests.

my brain and yet still it comes back maybe there's a gateway maybe there's more than one

Because sometimes I dream I breathe light as bright as the sun.

The taste of metal ceiling is on my tongue.

And when I wake up, the shadows have been cast out by the love.

Every family has its secrets.

It is what it is.

I never thought I'd be so casual about our visits.

Over the years, I guess we've kind of gotten used to it.

We gave a name to the dog.

We call her Red Light Juliet.

Are you really just an energy that needs to be seen?

Are you the echo of a song or a viaduct?

Is there a final destination?

Are you a manifestation?

Are you really one of us on a different vibration?

It's just an energy that meets the PC.

Are you the echo of a song or a vehicle?

Is there a final destination Are you a manifestation Are you really one of us

On the different vibrations Are you really just an energy that needs to be seen?

is there a final destination are you a manifestation are you really one of us

I'm the different vibe.