I can feel the pain
I can see the rain
You're hiding in the shadows
I feel like I'm going to plateau
I can feel the pain
Trapped inside my mind these days I cannot figure out
If the world will ever change behind the glass I will shout
If the view of hope estranged rather gouge my eyes out now
If this be the life I claim I would rather die right now
Phone calls turns to voicemails imagination turn to real life
If I was to frame every instance of happiness my lenses fill with Tears It's blurring up the Fisheye
Relapse finding reasons no matter how small to swallow pills just to Escape just to feel High
Twenty seventeen the last I had a real smile then I learned in my Nightmares everybody Die
Fast forward barely looking Noah in the eye
As he hugs me calling me his role model and then I lie in his face When he ask if I'm ok Not knowing I've been going through my pill Bottles
Purgatory cut my arms leave my sheets stained
Screaming at the walls I had a chance to blow my brain
Thinking about everyone who call me family almost sunk in the Abyss until a message Came from kandi saying
I can feel the pain
I can see the rain
You're hiding in the shadows
I feel like I'm going to plateau
I can feel the pain
I can see the rain
You're hiding in the shadows
I feel like I'm going to plateau
I can feel the pain
I can feel the pain
I can see the rain
Your hiding
I can feel the pain
I can see the rain
You're hiding in the shadows
I feel like I'm going to plateau
