what if i can trust my friends

and my friends do not trust me

what if i think this is awful

but this is the place to be

what if i can show emotions

and they are not reflecting me

if this is the way i have to

i don't wanna have to be

what if this is what it was years ago but it fell apart

can i be sure of myself

and what if this should be somewhere else

all the questions in my head

and i think about it these days

clearing my mind and getting things done

still on the run

why do i care when i'm unsure

why do i care about myself

why do i can just be patient

when i'm not getting what i want

what if this is what it was years ago but it fell apart

can i be sure of myself

and what if this should be somewhere else

all the questions in my head

and i think about it instead

clearing my mind and getting things done

still on the run

what if i can answer

will i still be here

what if i can answer

will i still be here