Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own.
It’s so quiet Here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.
Oh, oh, oh, oh
If I could rewind time like a tape
Inside a boombo , one day for
every pill or Percocet that I ate
Cut down on the Valium,
I'da heard everything
But death is turning so definite wait!
They got me all hooked
up to some machine
I love you, Bean, didn't want
you to know I was struggling
Feels like I'm underwater
submerged like a submarine
Just heard that nurse say, my liver
and kidneys aren't functioning
Been flirtatious with death,
skirt chasing, I guess
It's arrivederci, same nurse, just
heard say they're unplugging me
And it's your birthday, Jade,
I'm missing your birthday
Baby girl, I'm sorry, I f king
hate when you hurt, Hai
And sweeties, thank you
for waiting to open gifts
But, girls, you can just open 'em
Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
Wish I had the strength
to just blow a kiss
I go to make a fist, but I can't
make one, I'm frozen stiff
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own.
It’s so quiet Here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, I don't need a
lot, I just wanna find my peace
Yeah, why you throwin’ rocks,
oh, you wanna kill my dreams?
Okay, tell me everything I'm not
You think I didn't know those things?
Always been a little lost
and I still might be
Life's hard, but it's okay (It's okay)
Watchin' the comments feels
like I'm at a court date
How could I complain
With a house like this and a
car like that in the driveway?
Half of what I say
Kinda feels like a dream that
I’m gonna wake from someday
Wishin’ that I'd pray
A little more often and put
more time into my faith
Travel in my brain, woo, might
find damage and no grace
Things that I hold on to, but I
won’t say things that I won't let go
So I chain my soul to the heartbreak
Havin' a nice day, that's
not a average in my case
Don’t like cameras in my
face; glamour, it's all fake
Love my job, but it might seem odd
that I'm here 'cause I hate fame (Oh)
Am I motivated? Is my music dated?
Would I be the same if I was medicated?
Even therapists say I need medication
I avoid it, though, because
I'm scared to take it
Am I the only one that has a loaded
gun That's full of doubts and
memories to overcome?
And I complain about 'em
when they shoot at me
But I know truthfully I like
to load 'em up and let 'em
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own.
It’s so quiet Here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I can't get no better,
can’t get no more cheddar
I feel like a king and
my queen is Coretta
I been made a livin',
I'm never gon’ give in
I'm just way too driven,
that's why I been thinkin'
I'm scared that I'm sinkin',
I'm scared that I’m fallin’
The world think I'm
ballin’ and maybe I am
But don't give a damn,
back in the beginnin'
Did not have a plan, don't know who I am
Or who I’m becomin' but I'ma
do me to the fullest, alright
Bustin' and dodgin'
them bullets all night
Take over the world, yeah
I'm thinkin' I might
Got 'em all in my sight
I know that I'm strong, I know that I am
I know I'm the man
And whether you poor or you
filled with financial security
Everyone deal with they own insecurity
Even the preacher was born with impurity
Scared to go out even with my security
Scared of the world and
all of its obscurity
Pray for maturity, hope that I grow
Hope my an iety stay on the low
I swear I hope that s t
don't f k up my flow
Where do I go? What would you do
If suddenly all of
your dreams came true?
What would you do if you did it all?
If you ain't never have to lift a finger
Would you linger like, "F k 'em all"?
Guess that's your call, but I can't
This a marathon, not a sprint
Switch up the plan like homie
that went from Verizon to Sprint
Can you hear me now? Does
anybody out there feel me now?
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own.
It’s so quiet Here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.
