Writer(s): Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O' Connell
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you think
And if I'm being honest
It might have been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the golden mm
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing there
Kinda thought they might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say as long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve it
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Could have been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let em down
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say as long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve it
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say