Yo we gotta start respecting life more y'all
You look at your brother man you gotta see yourself
Gotta see the God within him
Brothers getting changed real quick over nothing
We losing too many of ours
Gotta recreate y'all
Yo check it
Knowing you the best part of life do I have the right to take yours
Cause I created you irresponsibly
Subconsciously knowing the act I was a part of
The start of something I'm not ready to bring into the world
Had myself believing I was sterile
I look into mother's stomach wonder if you are a boy or a girl
Turning this woman's womb into a tomb
But she and I agree a seed we don't need
You would've been much more than a mouth to feed
But someone I would of fed this information I read
to someone my life for you I would of had to leave
Instead I lead you to death
I'm sorry for taking your first breath first step and first cry
But I wasn't prepared mentally nor financially
Having a child shouldn't have to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be raised within a family
I don't want to go through the drama of having a baby's momma
Weekend visits and buying J's ain't gon' make me a father
For a while bearing a child is something I never wanted to do
For me to live forever I can only do that through you
Nerve I got to talk about them niggas with a gun
Must have really thought I was God to take the life of my son
I could have sacrificed going out
To think my homies who did it I used to joke about from now on
I'ma use self control instead of birth control
Cause 315 ain't worth your soul
315 ain't worth your soul
315 ain't worth it
Lauryn Hill
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
You said you would be here when it rained
Common Yo
Why didn't you stay
Seeing you as a present and a gift in itself
You had our child in you I probably never feel what you felt
But you dealt with it like the strong black woman you are
Through our trials and tribulations child's elimination
An integration of thoughts I feel about the situation
Back and forth my feelings was pacing
Happy deep down but not joyed enough to have it
But even that's a lie in less than two weeks we was back at it
Is this unprotected love or safe to say it's lust
Busting more than the sweat in somebody you trust
Or is it that we don't trust each other enough
And believe having this child'll make us have to stay together
Girl I want you in my life cause you have made it better
Thinking we all in love cause we can spend a day together
We talking spending the rest of our lives
It's too many black women that can say they mothers
but can't say that they wives
I wouldn't chose any other to mother my understanding
But I want our Parenthood to come from Planning
It's so much in my life that's undone
We gotta see eye to eye about family before we can become one
If you had decided to have it the situation I wouldn't run from
But I'm walking finding myself in my God
So I can discipline my son with my writing
Not have a judge telling me how and when to raise my seed
Though his death was at our greed with no one else to blame
I had a book of African names case our minds changed
You say your period hasn't came and lately I've been sleepy
So quit smoking the w**d and the beadies and let's have this boy
Lauryn Hill
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
You said you would be here when it rained
You said you would be here when it rained
Oh I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
Now the situation's made things change
Things change
Why didn't you stay
Why didn't you stay
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
In summer
You said you would be here when it rained
When it rained it rained
Oh I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
You said you wouldn't leave
Now the situation's made things change
Things change why didn't you stay
Stay stay stay stay stay stay stay
Stay
Oh why didn't you stay
