Lyricist : Ataxiya Cyanide
Composer : Ataxiya Cyanide
(cy4ne)
Baby, can you treat me right?
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving f*****m, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestylе, riding in that Jaguar
I don't really care 'cause I'm nеxt to be a superstar
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a b***h in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day, tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this b***h
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't have to feel frustrated
****ed with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it n***r happened, I just wish we n***r met
Someone bury me alive, n***r found someone who cares
I've been thinkin' 'bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could n***r feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
**** it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
N***r wanted compromise
N***r saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, ****ed up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
N***r, I n***r felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm ****ing buried
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
I don't really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a b***h in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day, tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive
I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
Dance, dance, dance r********n in a trance
Blurry ****ing vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind, hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans
I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
And my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby, gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' s**t and we ****in' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm takin' all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
And the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah
I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
