I NE VER MEANT TO MAKE

IT SUCH A MESS

I NE VER THOUGHT THAT IT

WOULD GO THIS FAR

SO I JUST STAND HERE SO RRY

SEAR CHING FOR SOME THING TO SAY

SOME THING TO SAY

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THERE'S NO THING I CAN SAY

I GUESS I THOUGHT

I COULD BE PART OF THIS

I NE VER HAD

THIS KIND OF THING BE FORE

I NE VER HAD

THAT PER FECT GIRL

WHO SOME HOW COULD SEE

THE GOOD PART OF ME

I NE VER HAD THE DAD

WHO STUCK IT OUT

NO COR NY JOKES

OR BASE BALL GLOVES

NO MOM WHO JUST WAS THERE

'COS MOM WAS ALL

THAT SHE HAD TO BE

THAT'S NOT A WOR THY

EX PLA NA TION

I KNOW THERE IS NONE

NO THING CAN MAKE SENSE

OF ALL THESE THINGS I'VE DONE

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THERE'S NO THING I CAN SAY

EX CEPT SOME TIMES YOU SEE

E VERY THING YOU WAN TED

AND SOME TIMES YOU SEE

E VERY THING YOU WISH YOU HAD

AND IT'S RIGHT THERE

RIGHT THERE RIGHT THERE

AND YOU WANT TO BE LIEVE

IT'S TRUE

AND YOU THINK

MAY BE

E VERY BO DY WANTS IT

AND NEEDS IT

THIS WAS JUST A SAD IN VEN TION

IT WA SN'T REAL

I KNOW

I GUESS I COUL DN'T GIVE THAT UP

I GUESS I WAN TED TO BE LIEVE

'COS IF I JUST BE LIEVE

THEN I DON'T HAVE TO SEE

NO I'D RA THER PRE TEND

I'M SOME THING BE TTER THAN

THESE BRO KEN PARTS

PRE TEND I'M SOME THING

O THER THAN

THIS MESS THAT I AM

'COS THEN I DON'T HAVE

TO LOOK AT IT

AND NO ONE GETS TO LOOK AT IT

NO NO ONE CAN REA LLY SEE

'COS I'VE LEARNED TO SLAM

ON THE BRAKE

BE FORE I E VEN TURN THE KEY

BE FORE I MAKE THE MIS TAKE

BE FORE I LEAD

WITH THE WORST OF ME

I NE VER LET THEM SEE

THE WORST OF ME

WILL I JUST KEEP ON

RU NNING A WAY

SO HOW DO I STEP IN

STEP IN TO THE SUN?