I wanna decide when it’s time
I wanna decide when I die
I wanna decide when it’s time
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when I die
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when it’s time
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when I die
But I know it ain’t like that in life
Am I closer to god or just closer to death
Feel more peace when I’m taking these steps
Blowing trees by the beach, to far to interject
Catch me if you can, but my plane just left
Running to the money, I ain’t lose my breath
Niggas try to follow how they lost they steps
But me I pave lanes, heard a dollar bring change
But it’ll never take the pain, never take the pain away
So I sit in my room and paint today
With these words I say, so don’t burden me
'Cause you blow my high, whenever you walk by
We don’t see eye to eye, so just say goodbye
'Cause I’m on a ride, and I ain’t coming back
Till it’s my time, then I’m running back
And I keep my word and you f**k with that
Yea I keep my word and you f**k with that
I wanna decide when it’s time
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when I die
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when it’s time
But I know it ain’t like that in life
I wanna decide when I die
But I know it ain’t like that in life
Aye I wish I had half the passion I had as kid
Young and innocent, so oblivious to the shit
So oblivious to it all
Got a little older, now I got friends that are gone
What if I don’t wanna pick up the phone when god calls
'Cause I am not ready, I need to get wealthy
And put on for my family, so it’s f**k a Grammy
Till I get me a milli
Like Wayne in '08
Or that n**a from Philly
But I ain’t flipping no birds
Only these beats and these verbs and these girls with curves
I pull off and I
(Skrt)
Alright let’s say
Worst thing comes to worse
I f**g die a tragic death or some shit
And I’m not able to see out my dreams
I at least want to know
That the kids perceived my message
And we’re able to make something of themselves
And able to to take my message
And use it and turn it into something positive
And to to at least have a good life
I at least, if I’m gonna
if I’m gonna die or ever be a sacrifice
I want to make sure that my life made at least five million kids happy
Or they found some sort of answers, or resolve in my life
Regardless of the negative around my name
Regardless of the bad things people say to me, I don’t give a f**k
