You take it hard

Your darkest days are all behind you

You take it hard

Dont go so far away

And I cant find you

I feel like my heart is gone

And every night I wish you that

Could feel this pain all over

Every moment after this

Im new to all sensations of pleasure and recreation

Doing anything for some sedation starting pacing

And stress is starting to show up in my body

Losing weight

Losing sleep

Losing sanity

Somebody tell me how to deal with this

Ive tried it all

Ive cried it all

Until I couldnt cry at all

Babe you have no idea

Cause everybody has expectations of how long

They think your pain is suppose to last

Fool theyre saying you should get back off the pine

Force to smile like everything is fine

Life is getting easier with time

Im lying to myself and Im stubborn to admit it

Cause everyday it gets a little harder to forget it

And every second hurts

Its only getting worse

Your momma say I need to go to church

But its too hard

You take it hard

Your darkest days are all behind you

You take it hard

Dont go so far away

And I cant find you

I swear I never meant to hurt nobody when I started this

I wish I could go back in time

And not play any part of this

Cause now my family broken hearted

Its too hard to swallow this

Pill that I feel made of steel

Whats harder is Im wrong

And I feel the guilt lying in this bed of nails that

I know I built

Trying to escape but Im trapped inside this cage

And this cage is on the stage

So I can see my pain

But Im still way too ashamed

Ill take a plane

Im running away

Im packing my bags

Im leaving today

You can try to stop me

But Ive made up my mind

It seems its constantly changing

Im constantly changing

And aint nobody facing what Im facing

So Im racing but I dont know what I chasing

But Im running strong

But before Im gone

I stop inside the moment just to find someone that told me

Because when its gone

Its gone

Its gone

And its too hard

You take it hard

Your darkest days are all behind you

You take it hard

Dont go so far away

And I cant find you

Aint no way to change it face it

Look it in the face and tell it

I aint about to let you affect me

Wreck me

You promised you said you would protect me

So even when it seems like you cant fight

I know that its always gonna be alright

Cause life is many mountains

And valleys are all around so go ahead and win it

Win it

You take it hard

Your darkest days are all behind you

You take it hard

Dont go so far away

And I cant find you

Find you

I cant find you

Find you

I cant find you