Moving on to the next step in life but my mind will bring me back down

An amazing mess or a maze in distress I can't help it but drown

I see my old soul as a kid could he make it out the ghost town

I can't leave my mistakes behind just let them bring me back down

Moving on to the next step in life but my mind will bring me back down

An amazing mess or a maze in distress I can't help it but drown

I see my old soul as a kid could he make it out the ghost town

I can't leave my mistakes behind just let them bring me back down, like

Back to the start of the fall

Where I feel like there's no one left to call

Broken roads came from broken walls

No map to get home so I'll just stay lost

Too good at hiding my mental health so why cry

If I can't help myself, and I just lie

Breaking my mental for making songs

All as an excuse to make me act all wrong

Sleepless thoughts turn to revelations every week

Just for everything to self destruct inside my dreams

Extrovert habits turn to broken social skills

Damn I've gotten well at hiding how I really feel

Alone to wonder, what's under

All of the thunder that hides my brain

Shocking my conscious by blocking my process

Of how to cope normally with my migraines

At this point the problem here is how I cope and hide

Instead of the problem at hand

So I put my soul in trance

And then repeat the cycle

Change the song title

Then keep it all in the vault so I'm the only one at fault

I can't help but wanna die when I'm falling asleep

When I die I wanna know and not open to see

Wanna know my last breath, know my last words

So I can make my life into what it's worth cause I'm

Moving on to the next step in life but my mind will bring me back down

An amazing mess or a maze in distress I can't help it but drown

I see my old soul as a kid could he make it out the ghost town

I can't leave my mistakes behind just let them bring me back down, like

I need answers

How to stop my own damn slander

Sleepless nights become exhausting days

That become hard wake ups back to pain and, hold up wait

I would be the first to admit

I ain't say my hail Mary's all my childhood

Praying I turn out all good

Manipulators chess players

Squares talk about me like I'm Satan spawn

Could never be, but prolly what he base it off

Big head, least it's rough enough to have a smooth brain like you say

Stream counts got a lot of zeros but perfection is a goose chase

Run the track so long I need a new race

I hang on every line like a shoelace

My downfall is taking perfect shape again

God gave me wings and I'm burning out like Icarus

I'm not sure if the ocean got the waves for it

I don't got the wear withal to splash it in their face again and make the swim

If I die tomorrow this my bitter sayonara

My final breath will last as long as you all can wallow at the vigil

Light my body up with lighters charcoal I'll go out a fire starter

Do not try to stop it I can feel the rising water

My youth is turning grey so I went platinum blonde

Bottled up emotions think they want their last shot

But redemption not fulfilling like the tracks I used to snap on

I'm all alone in darkness and all I do is shadow box

Got to give the rage a last rodeo can bet that I still have it

Love me when I'm dead I'm sure they're spitting in my casket

Having muscle spasms for the talent I ain't tapped yet

With vultures round my body tryna snatch it

Stomach always shakes and the hunger never fades

Approval only holds me over pushing for impressions

Of the people only looking for a something they can hate

I was born with a frozen heart that ice ain't nothing I can break

Spent racks on random shit

But it'll just bring me back down

Tried to spend more time with people I miss

But it'll just bring me back down

Tried to stay alone and get my mind right

But it'll just bring me back down

Too alive to feel death

That I just wanna end my life, twice, tonight, yeah

Moving on to the next step in life but my mind will bring me back down

An amazing mess or a maze in distress I can't help it but drown

I see my old soul as a kid could he make it out the ghost town

I can't leave my mistakes behind just let them bring me back down

Moving on to the next step in life but my mind will bring me back down

An amazing mess or a maze in distress I can't help it but drown

I see my old soul as a kid could he make it out the ghost town

I can't leave my mistakes behind just let them bring me back down, like