So many things I want to tell you but I'm scared to write the song
I know we're physically together but inside I feel alone
And I know I'm always changing but I'm happy when you're home
And I can tell you're feeling pain see I can hear it in your tone
And I'm sorry that I hurt you even though it doesn't help
But If I lose you then I'll lose my soul and probably lose myself
And lately I've been looking at the cards that I've been dealt
I've been wishing they were hearts and I wasn't locked in a cell but it's whatever
I know you're feeling broken and I'm sorry
Apologize for my mistakes I know I'm never right
I'm wishing I'd forget about you every single morning
But I find myself in pain dreaming 'bout you every night
And it hurts me that I hurt you I thought that I would do better
I was caught up in the music it's stupid I feel this way
I'm numbing all my problems by writing you through this letter
And it probably doesn't change how I'm stuck outside in the rain
If I lose you now
Where would you go?
Would you love another?
Could you love another?
Would you be able to let me go?
