If everything happens for the best 
If fate is never second guessed 
Then why does right feel so wrong 
I have my life it's a lovely world 
People think I'm a lucky girl 
So I does right feel so wrong 
Whose life is this 
Which voice is mine 
I'm stealing 
I have got to stop pretending 
Over and over and over again 
I blow like a leaf in the autumn window 
I am alone inside my skin 
In the cold September rain 
When I was young I thought for sure 
That when I grew up I'd be secure 
Why do I shake when all is still 
Maybe it's something inside me 
I'll ask the moon the stars the sea 
To take my heart and guide me home 
I feel the chill 
Of winter's breath 
On my shoulder 
I have got to start the healing 
Over and over and over again 
I blow like a leaf in the autumn window 
I am alone inside my skin 
In the cold September rain 
Oh take me back to better times 
When things were cool and innocent oh take me 
And keep me wise enough to know 
What I can change and what I can't save me 
Save me now 
Over and over and over again 
I blow like a leaf in the autumn window 
I am alone inside my skin 
In the cold September rain 
Walking in the rain 
Blow like a leaf in the rain 
Walking in the rain 
Blow like a leaf in the rain 
Cold September rain