When I pretend everything is
What I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend,
I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second
Just 'cause I know I can but
I can't pretend this is the way itll stay I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be,
So I'm
Lying my way from you
No no, turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
No no, turning back now
Let me take back my life,
I'd rather be all alone
No, turning back now
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
No no, turning back now
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk for
Who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
Trying to bend the truth
'Cause the more
I push the more I'm pulling away 'cause I'm
Lying my way from you
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life,
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
No no, turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what
I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what
I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what
I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what
I said would have you running from me
Like this
No, turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
No no, turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No, turning back now
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
No no, turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
