He looks better than me in skinny jeans

But I look better than he does naked

Then they taste so sweet that you forget

That you've ever had your heart broken

Another panic attack fills up the space in my chest

So I let the whiskey flow and my feelings go

But I'm not dead

I wanna say to myself that I'm not dead

This is my golden year

And the darkest time

I blew all my money on sparkling wine

Because it seemed like the right thing

But I was losing my mind

Losing my mind

Don't ask me if I'm happy

If you don't want the truth

I've been waiting on you to call

And tell me that I'm beautiful

Slow down shut up

Stop feeling sorry for yourself

Cause you're not dead

I can walk

I can leave

I can do anything I please because

I'm not dead

This is my golden year

And the darkest time

I blew all my money of sparkling wine

Because it seemed like the right thing

But I was losing my mind

Losing my mind

I can't remember what I said to the bartenders

And I check my bank account

I wanna yell at myself

I woke up with a headache from hell

But I don't wanna lose myself in the medicine

Cause I'm not dead

It's not over 'till we're all dead

This is our golden year

And the darkest time

I blew all my money on sparkling wine

Because it seemed like the right thing

But I was losing my mind

Losing my mind

I blew all my money on sparkling wine

Cause it seemed like the right thing