And I'm trapped in my own world

Nothing feels right

My head's in a twirl

I bloodied up my bed

I'm sick of taking meds

Can't get you out my head

Can't get you out my head

And I'm sick of all the bullshit

I can't take it anymore

It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity

And I just watch the rain fall

I bang my head on the wall

I can't answer your call

I'm bleeding from my eyeballs

And I'm having withdraws

My body's shaking uncaused

I need to put my life on pause

I perform then you applaud

Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered

Constantly struggling I'm turning monster

Formatting myself please let me restate

Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate

But I wake up feeling sad

I just want you out my head

Cut my vein it's bleeding red

Cried all night yeah I am scared

And I just wait for your call

Shorty said she wanna ball

Then she ghosts me like Shoko

I need a girl like Kato

And I am having trauma

Feel like I'm Monokuma

Setting up Holy Grail Wars

Fate/Stay Night Rin Tohsaka

And I'm trapped in my own world

Nothing feels right

My head's in a twirl

I bloodied up my bed

I'm sick of taking meds

Can't get you out my head

And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok

And I just really hate to live like this

But that's just how it f**' is and it's stayed that way

Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it

Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this

And it's clear that I hate it

But I can never face it

(I just want you here in my arms)

And I'm sick of all the bullshit

I can't take it anymore

It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity

And I just watch the rain fall

I bang my head on the wall

I can't answer your call

I'm bleeding from my eyeballs

And I'm having withdraws

My body's shaking uncaused

I need to put my life on pause

I perform then you applaud