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if i could be more direct (tbh)

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Lyricist : Adam Haley/Emma Silva

Composer : Adam Haley/Emma Silva

Been thinking about suicide

Seems a little permanent

arms are crossed, these wings won't fly

i couldn't think to leave just yet

cause whats the rush to get to the end?

you’ve got a little bit more time to spend

you’re lacking faith you’ll just wait and pretend

Give me something else to believe in

Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing

been thinkin about myself

it makes me a little nervous

if i will stay just time might tell

but im not ready to leave just yet

i always acted like i never cared

but that's burden that i chose to bear

the steps we take can be so unfair

Give me something else to believe in

Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing

Maybe i’ll spend time

Just living my life

And take in all of the things in my head

I know that it’s fine

Feels different inside

Just like all of the things that you said

oh hurry inside

I think im going insane

i’ll sit in the back and figure out my brain

could fantasize

But i dont know where to be

what to see

I think i really should be sleep

distant nights

where my imagination takes me

i feel the cool breeze running thru my hair as i feel signs of comfort

im out of time

i feel it coming

a singe of darkness under my skin

and i dont know if i can stop it this time

Give me something else to believe in

Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing

Wondered how it felt

When i could see through the fumes

And a spark of hope just lit inside of me