What′s the difference?

Between 2 states of empty?

2 plates or 20 scattered, shattered cross the kitchen floor?

Could you stop pretending?

This loop's bound to break

Let′s resume what's been pending

Put me down, end me

What's the difference between the options of the soil within

Which the worms will feast upon its auxiliary spoils?

It don′t matter to me

Not no more, i′ve had it with me

What if you cut my batteries and drained me of my oil?

What's the difference?

Burgundy been changed for black

30 deep into my lap

Purple features under my eyes

Altering to bleaker casts

The urgency of seeking backup now superfluous in fact

Yeah, i′ve flirted with encouragements

My nerves have since been snapped

Those that did me dirty tried to serve a curtesy in fact

Expediting services that mother earth will surely pass

Blade firmly in my grasp

Bring the steel to my flesh

I could turn it into mash

Im in a bad mood

You could say i'm more than miffed

I′m in the bathroom, planning to explore my wrists

To end this vacuum

Come on y'all, board my ship!

Im leaving mad soon!

Sayonara, all of my friends!

Uh

Running through fields of flames

Trynna hold a smile

Hope it heal my pain

It now feels less tempting

M E L

E N C

H O L

Y, that′s me!

There go tears

And there go years

And thousands spent on therapy!