Sleevin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on it All of my diamonds are drippin' on it
I met him at the bar, I was 12 or somethin' I ordered two more wines, cause tonight I
want it
A little context if you care to listen I found myself in a shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over, done decision
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress, and this shit is
Just a heartbroke bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was lookin' for a man who was on the
same page
Back to the intro, back to the bar, to the Bentley To the hotel, to my old way
Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away Yes, give me my symptoms, doctor
I don't wanna feel
Tug this joint, how I'm blowin' this thing Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did let it I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and I'm findin'
it cripplin' Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'
If I take a step back to see the glass half full At least it's the part of two -piece that
I'm trippin' in And I'm already acting like a dick, nah mean?
So you might as well stick it
Just a heartbroke bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was lookin' for a man who was on the
same page
Back to the intro, back to the bar, to the Bentley To the hotel, to my old way
Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Take this pain away Just give me my symptoms, doctor
I don't wanna feel
Yes, I don't wanna feel Like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel Like I felt last night
Yeah, a piece of the things you can't change I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked
when I came
Outta reach, outta touch, too numb I don't feel no way
So stuck, so white Street smart, but it comes both ways
So young, it should never escape Sunset in the veins
Just give me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Just give me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Mm, lipstick's much like modern art I don't know where the fuck I am
I'm just driving the fucking car Speeding down the highway, sipping
Mixing pills with the liquor, cut a fuck piece thin
I left everyone I love on read It's been a secret, said a stranger in my bed
I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret
Other than this four -foot kick drum pounding in my head