Sad Girls Rock

I do not cry so they wouldn't think that some days I just stare at the clock thinking

I wanna die I don't wanna be here , this pain in my chest never stops

I don't wanna lie and say that I'm good cause clearly I know that I'm not

And I won't survive if I do not speak but I cover it up like a boss uh

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock

Sometimes I stay up

Cause if I go to sleep then I don't wanna wake up

They tell me to pray when I'm feeling astray but they don't know The time it would it take Up

They think it's a lie all this pain is just made up

I should focus on making my paper

That I'm lazy and look for the easy way out

But the route isn't showing its way

Does it seem like it's all for attention

Does it seem like I want this to happen to me not discreet and it's all for a mention

Make me wanna pull the extension

I'm tired of faulty reception

I just need a listener, but after they listen they often just turn to a visitor

And they go making judgements on me cause

Everybody act like they know my shit

But when I'm feeling trapped they don't notice shit

And maybe cause I act like I shed no tears

They probably start to think that I got no fears

But if I'm being honest I'm scared of it

The possibility that I'll never be something

Sick of telling lies when inside I'm suffering

Do not act surprise when I die it was coming

And now my mental has been shot like a gun

I'm wounded and no one but me sees the blood

I'm trapped in the dark in my world there's no sun

Ain't talking bout smoking when I say I'm blunt

Cause when I am speaking they don't get the message

Or maybe they do but don't wanna accept it

And that builds this hate in my brain I detest it

So I get the K and I aim for their necklace

I'm sick of this chain release me from the pain

They say it will change but I still feel the same

I'm drenched in this rain that don't wash of the Shame

I feel from the blade when it's held to my face

And I do not cut but it's still in my hand

Cause I am too p**y to do what I dreamed of

Draining my body from poison that's inside my veins slowly killing me that I don't speak Of

So how do I speak huh

Only help me when I'm at worst , get ahead of the herd and maybe I'll persist,

I've been saying my piece for some time buts it taking a knife for you guys to insist

Do I need to spend everyday crying for my hurt to exist

Really think if I end my life that's the only time that the curse is distinct ah

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock

Sad girls rock