He havin', mmm mmm
He havin'
He havin' conversations
in the dark, yeah, yeah
It's just me, myself, and my heart, uh
My heart said, "Under any
circumstance or for any reason
Lay down your guard again
and I'ma stop beatin'
Please, friend, I
cannot take it no more
Four in the mornin', while
they sleepin', I'm wide awake
Thinkin' about the problems
I faced, make my heart race
I done put my trust in so
many, they all traded lanes
I don't know where I should
start but it's time for a change
During the day, I'm Rod
Wave, but I feel like Cobain
Do I wanna deal with the
pain that tomorrow brings?
Might grab a gun, blow out his
brain, he been feelin' strange
But then he think 'bout Reginae
and think about Charmaine
So many smiles, so many
hugs, but I still feel alone
Cut down the lights, cut off
his phone, and get in his zone
Lost in his thoughts, he's in a
vault, but his mind, it roams
And he'll give his heart to
anyone who will call it home
And he's been like that for
so long, since a small child
He'd be okay until he sober,
then his thoughts pile
They be on social sites
ridin', clownin' a n a
Then he remember he's up two, three
hundred thousand on niggas (Krrah)
He havin' conversations
in the dark, yeah, yeah
It's just me, myself, and my heart
My heart said, "Under any
circumstance or for any reason
Lay down your guard again
and I'ma stop beatin'
Please, friend, I
cannot take it no more
