I'm just trying to free my soul today

Boxed in tryna cut the pain away

Nothing seems to soothe me

Discontent overrules me, oh

Crawling in my skin

Can't wash away my sins

Maybe that's why living became so deadly

Every f**g day

Trying to find my own way

But these drugs just love to f**g tempt me

Another bottle empty

Crowd all left it's empty

But My mind still loud please help me

Losin track of what I took

So it ends without a look

But I keep waking up feeling so empty

I don't mean to wake up

Maybe gotta pick the cup

Mix a benzo with the liquor maybe then I won't be stuck

Said there's more to life what's left

Can you lead me right

Didn't think so, Ima take flight

I'm just trying to free my soul today

Boxed in trying to cut the pain away

Nothing seems to soothe me

Discontent overrules me oh

Crawling in my skin

Can't wash away my sins

Maybe that's why living became so deadly

Every f**g day

Trying to find my own way

But these drugs just love to f**g tempt me

Another bottle empty

Crowd all left it's empty

But my mind still loud please help me

Losin track of what I took

So it ends without a look

But I keep waking up feeling so empty

Saw the best, saw the worst

Either way, choose reverse

Don't wanna drag this vessel till the hearse

If Life a console

Then I'm a cd

I hit eject and I break that shit two d

I'm just trying to free my soul today

Boxed in trying to cut the pain away

Nothing seems to soothe me

Discontent overrules me oh

Watching time fly by

All the while sky high

Work just keep on piling but I think this pilot skydived

Me n drugs wifi

So high shit look sci fi

By the time I land still got zero replies

Think I've reached the most suicidal that I've ever been

I just keep on acting my recital must be better then

The past cause I ain't notice always take a note if I ever reach a sober check

Point before I jump off deck