Black box

Black box

Suffering from all these black thoughts

I been drowning in a black box

Black box

Black box

Suffering from all these black thoughts

I been drowning in a black box

I'm a late 80s coke dream

Lately I been living in a smoke screen

Sleepwalking on the wrong planet

Dissociated now I'm always in a state of panic

Either that or sertraline

Had no options

Air taste like bitter tangerines

Uppers downers doesn't matter if you're down and out

They carve the strikes into the skin and watch you suffer from afar

Black box

Black box

Suffering from all these black thoughts

I been drowning in a black box

Black box

Black box

Suffering from all these black thoughts

I been drowning in a black box

Judgement day imma wake up at the bar

Overslept missed the first 20 years of my life

Everything flash in the single blink of an eye until I'm blind

Down a pint and stumble home to an empty void

Rather just forget the way that things have been

Tell me "focus on the future" but I'm tethered to the past

Hold me down and hold me back until I'm drowning on regrets

I think I finally hit the surface but I'm waking up in cold sweats