And it’s like, I know I’m a good person (Egonbeup)

But I’m so f**d up in my head (I don’t be thinking straight)

And I be crying out for help in these songs but nobody helpin’ shit

(Come on, come on)

I swear I be talkin’, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I’m so heartless ’cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin’ with that glizzy

I’m steady catchin’ charges, wonder when they finna get me

It’s a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry ’cause it’s so hard to smile

And I can’t liе, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard sincе a child?

Pull up Demon and go skrrt, skrrt just like all them pots

Live that rockstar lifestyle, we might not survive

And I, I used to dream for this moment

But now daddy can’t, I do not want it no more

I’m on to better things

They thinkin’ money made me happy but it made me evil

I still get love in that jungle with all my guardian angels

Ain’t talkin’ Kanye, but I’m dangerous like a chemical

I’m dead wrong for missing C-Lo and Dope’s funeral

They say they found my n**a dead in a alley

I don’t wanna hoop no more, don’t wanna lose

I just stacked that money until my eyes turned blue

And then spend that shit on jewels

I swear I be talkin’, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I’m so heartless ’cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin’ with that glizzy

I’m steady catchin’ charges, wonder when they finna get me

It’s a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry ’cause it’s so hard to smile

And I can’t lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?

They gon’ want to see us dead before they ever see us up

And I’m livin’ by that lead, I said I’m dead, I give it up

You don’t love me like you said, what the f**k happened to love?

I say my n**a doin’ fed, he still ain’t give nobody up

‘Cause all we see is red, we got no home

I done laid this bed and I don’t wanna sleep alone

I ain’t got no friends why the f**k I’m all alone?

Ride to the end, they know I’m comin’ with that chrome

And I don’t want to die, Lord

But they gon’ have to give me what I strive for

I know them niggas come for me, but what’s the high for?

Triple X, you and me, it’s what I die for, come on

I swear I be talkin’, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I’m so heartless ’cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin’ with that glizzy

I’m steady catchin’ charges, wonder when they finna get me

It’s a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry ’cause it’s so hard to smile

And I can’t lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?