I've been sitting here

Trying to find myself

I get behind myself

I need to rewind myself

Looking for the payback

Listen for the playback

They say that every man

Bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one

Yet I'm last in line

I watch my youngest son

And it helps to pass the time

I take too many pills

It helps to ease the pain

I made a couple of dollar bills

But still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name

They say it way out loud

A lot of folks f**k with me

It's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay

To be some big shot like I am

Out strecthed hands

And one night stands

Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down

I will always be around

People don't know about

The things I say and do

They don't understand about

The shit that I've been through

It's been so long since

I've been home

I've been gone

I've been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things I miss

Oh somehow I do know

There's more to life than this

I said it too many times

And I still stand firm

You get what you put in

And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine

No I ain't seen mine

I've been giving just ain't been getting

I've been walking that there line

So I think I'll keep a walking

With my head held high

I'll keep moving on

And only god knows why

Only god

Only god

Only god know why