I'm sick of losing family every time I blink my eyes and at the rate that it's going feel
like I need to stay inside because I don't want to be the next nigga to fall in the coffin
Lord knows everybody that I loved died off in the wind up in the cave and I don't seem
to understand it ain't nothing but a few of us left I can count on my hand if I tried
to make a song for everyone that I lost I probably have a triple CD in my dick when
I floss and that's a damn shame people entertained by pain I think I'm only selling records cause
I'm going through it man I received a phone call from my old man today he was going crazy
cause his older sister passed away and in my mind I think she looking down smiling away
but still it hurt I'm writing this and it ain't even been a day at least I got to give
her a kiss and told her I love her hey Christina I promise there'll never be another damn
I'ma keep thugging till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got
on my knees asking God is it ever gonna stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help
me out I'ma keep thugging till the day I drop cause
it feel like I'm losing everything I got on my knees asking God is it ever gonna stop
but he don't answer me back I hope he help me out
I'm never being happy nowadays in my everyday living I make a nigga wanna blaze I don't
smoke so I'm running reality head on all the pressure and pain coming to me is dead wrong
only time I get to smile is when I see my little boy if he only knew I'm riding and
dying for my boy I ain't got too many friends so I'm riding by myself young can I try to
do you another mission for wealth I was told every person get a day of their own I guess
they skipped over mine I been in line for too long why they won't leave me alone I just
wanna have a life I'm sick of living in the dark tripping searching for the light I'm
a soldier so I fight till I'm running out of breath and I ain't running from the devil
it's a war until the death dear lord help me out I think you're missing all my calls
my back against the wall and I ain't got no time to fall at all
I'ma keep thugging till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got on
my knees asking god is it ever gon' stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help
me out I'ma keep thugging till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I
got on my knees asking god is it ever gon' stop but he don't answer me back I hope he
help me out
ain't no one telling me that it's gonna be ok I watch the judge try to throw my road
down life away it's safe to say any day I'ma be checking in with everything that I'm facing
they gotta let me in I only rap about the struggle cause it's all that I know I'm assuming
people hate me cause it's all that they show I never asked to be a rapper I was stuck with
it and fuck this shit cause I don't feel I'm having luck with it and it seem like I'm really
tripping sometime and all I really want is the lord to show me a sign cause everything
been rough when it's coming to me and mine since it's raining everyday I be praying the
sun to shine but it don't and on the real I don't feel that it will I'm the last one
left until I end up getting killed I wanna turn away but still I know that it's real
and deep inside I pray that the lord will be my shield my pain is for real
I'ma keep thuggin' till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got
on my knees asking god is it ever gonna stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help me out
I'ma keep thuggin' till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got
on my knees asking god is it ever gonna stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help me out
I'ma keep thugging till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got
on my knees asking god is it ever gonna stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help me out
I'ma keep thuggin' till the day I drop cause it feel like I'm losing everything I got
on my knees asking god is it ever gonna stop but he don't answer me back I hope he help me out
