I've been dreaming lately

It's

Strange 'cuz I just can't sleep

I think about it way too much

I'm staring at the ceiling fan

'Cuz you're rubbing off on me

It's something you would fear too much

But when I do catch some sleep

I dream of the same place

It's you and me

We're sipping boba tea

In the café next to the café

And I do thank my stars

I've never been better

But this feeling won't go away

Feels like it's gonna rain again

Oh

Is it gonna rain?

Doubt, despair

I'm living grey

I'm barely breathing

I'm afraid

I'm losing all my self respect

Tunnel vision

I'm just–

I've been thinkin' lately

Do I tend to overthink?

Am I drowning in or

Devoid of feelings?

I've been running empty

Is that what you think of me?

Is my shell not fooling

Anyone but me?

It seems like-

It's just a cycle

Things would be nice

I would smile and then think to myself

That I've made it

Then it comes crashing down

Out of nowhere

I'm still drenched

I would rather take a raincheck to this rain

Check if it is gonna rain again

And the clouds turn dark

And here it comes again

It's gonna

Doubt, despair

I'm living grey

I'm barely breathing

I'm afraid

I'm losing all my self respect

Tunnel vision

I'm just scared, I'm –

Doubt, despair

I'm living grey

I'm barely breathing

I'm afraid

I'm losing all my self respect

Tunnel vision

I'm just scared

Doubt, despair

I'm living grey

I'm barely breathing

I'm afraid

I'm losing all my self respect

Tunnel vision I'm just –