I often close my eyes

and I can see you smile

you reach out for my hand

and I'm woken from my dream

although your heart is mine

it's hollow inside

i never had your love

and I never will

and every night

i lay awake

thinking maybe you love me

like I've always loved you

but how can you love me

like I loved you

when you can't even look

me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

to be so in love

to have someone there

yet feel so alone

aren't you supposed to be

the one to wipe my tears

the one to say that

you would never leave

the waters calm and still

my reflection is there

i see you holding me

but then you disappear

all that is left of you

is a memory

one that only exist in my dreams

and every night

i lay awake

thinking maybe you love me

like I've always loved you

but how can you love me

like I loved you

when you can't even look

me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you

but i can feel it too

and it just hurts so much

to know that i can't do a thing

and deep down in my heart

some how i just know

that no matter what

I'll always love you

I often close my eyes

and I can see you smile

you reach out for my hand

and I'm woken from my dream

although your heart is mine

it's hollow inside

i never had your love

and I never will

so why am i still here in the rain?