I wish I could erase it, but I can't though

And not for lack of trying

I'd be lying if I said that I could let go

You already know

Everything I'm feeling 'cause

You told me not to worry about a month ago

We're just friends, stop being so irrational

Fast-forward to my fears becoming factual

And your ghost likes to visit with me nightly

To tell me how every day was something fictional and

I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry

But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak

And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it

And I'm so past gone

I packed my bags and just became another passenger

Tryna act strong

It's tit-for-tat and I ain't perfect but I'm searching for some purpose

They marching in they lines inside the circus

But this burden might be worth it

If I carry it with everything I've got

So tandem with the shots

Cold handed with these rocks that I kick back

No, no, no, don't hit me with no props I don't get that

It's low-key like baritones

Gimme lil' love and a quarter count of that serotonin

Living for the moment

I navigate through the pheromones

I'm just tryna bare with 'em

Sleepless nights I'm cold looking in myself (and it's no use tryna get used to)

Haunted by your ghost, I see nothing else (the weight of living without you)

You're like a demon in disguise

Have to run away (and that's something that I can't undo)

I'm tryna heal, move on

Gotta let you go

But all I know is

I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry

But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak

And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it

Translated by Linfan