i need a hit of serotonin

why does my life feel so mundane

don't think that i'm built for that nine to five

that corporate life everyone's the same

i need to hold all my emotions

feel like they've all just run away

oh if this is growing up

could i stay young and feel the things i crave

but i'm too attached to things

that i don't really care about

i'm still searching for what i cannot live without

my parents think that i am always stressing out

but i'm too attached to things

that i don't wanna care about

i'm still searching for what i cannot live without

these people live like they

don't know what life's about

but honestly i don't know where i am supposed to be

i wanna blow up all my perfect

just so that i could start a new

am i too old or is it too late

to try new mistakes and break all the rules

so scared of disappointing people

so scared of telling someone no

what if i just got up and left these chains

this like this name i wanna feel the lowest love

but i'm too attached to things

that i don't really care about

i'm still searching for what i cannot live without

my parents think that i am always stressing out

i'm too attached to things

that i don't wanna care about

i'm still searching for what i cannot live without

these people live like they

don't know what life's about but honestly

oh i don't know where i am supposed to be to be