Love is hurting just to f*ck

Love is choking just enough

I guess I gotta dedicate some of this to my parents

Love is knowing every exit

Every way to leave the room

It's rehearsing every answer

Every argument too soon

Do you miss the way I held you

Cause I know that I do

Now I pop a little pill just to smile and relax

I been wasting my life

I been wasting my mind

I been worrying all the time

Can I drink it away tonight

Love is laying in the dark counting bodies in my bed nah nah

It's the way I kiss a stranger

Just for silence in my head

Oh you gotta me something

Something

Heaven are dates in the shower

When we be f*****g for hours

Get your chains tie me up don't let me go

Then I'll give you every dark part I hold

You're gonna see that it could never be you

And now you're just missing the view

Or maybe we both know we can't be owned

I guess I've fallen in love

Is hurting just to f*ck

Love is choking just enough

Are we praying tonight

All these people in relationships

Too afraid to leave may the rest in peace yeah

Can someone bury me beneath them

Let my dad just keep on sleeping

My mom be drinking while she pregnant

Maybe smoke a little s**t too

Maybe that's the reason I cannot connect

With humans or with you

And give you something

But I'm probably gonna give you nothing

My momma says I'm fragile

My daddy in a band think he sold his soul

Do you want the man I'm faking to be

Or the kid they left alone

Just tell me oh something

Cause I'm probably gonna give you nothing