Thirty year Shaquasia Monica Naela Jasmine

Pay close attention daddy got a little story to tell

This gon' help you through life

Go thought the situations I didn't have to go through

But I went through anyway

I want ya'll to go sit back and relax

And listen to what I'm saying cuz

This is very important my children

You my children and I love you

And I don't want you to go through this

Listen to me

Yo I live for three decades added three times ten

That means thirty years I've been living in this world

Trapped by a sin chased by my same skin blazed at my same skin

That'll hide the load like a caveman

Waiting for the sun to go down so my feet can hit the pavement again

Didn't you know this be the day my life come to an end

Throw on the vest to stop the slugs from entering my outer complex

What's next one bullet grazed my chest

Took off the skin another one flew by

How I know I felt the wind no time for back up

Die behind a suburban black truck

Gun in the right hand with the left hand supporting the bus

Objective is to get one then duck

Keep firing n***a til the white flag is up

But you know how blacks do they'd rather die than give it up

Even the baby's on the street surviving without a pops

That's the lifestyles of a n***a that wants to be famous

But it's sad that I have to say this

Your son was caught in the world of young and died quick

Moms crying with her hand on her hips drool fallin' from her lips

Her son is on the phone calling six of his click

The situation is getting drastic and savagely before the war is over

It might be ten more bodies in the casket

Oh shit there's news reporters everywhere asking what happened

But everybody trying the silence of the lambs not giving a damn

Same regular day with the same regular plans

But it's cool though the streets talking

I'm still gonna find out who killed my brother debo

Why because all they did I'm still gon' be there

Yo I'mma tell you like this n***a I'mma still be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

I'll be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

Rain falls streets never been so silent

Only thing you hear is the water dropping

And my feet bopping from the rain showering

Went to my girl's house just to dry off

And she's laying in the bed from the loving I just fed

Not knowing when I leave her house I might end up with a nine in my head

But I'm still staying militant wondering why my brother died

From the hand of a ill minded delinquent

It's murder sickening to my third eye

Moms is home crying so why can't his moms be home crying

It's no more thinking about the same skin

It's kill this one and kill again

Now it's back out on 7th ave and Lexington

You know where that's at that's where everybody sell drugs and laugh at

But it's this night where you gon' hear the gun claps

Caught two of them then Tracy caught one

Innocent bystander got it in the back people running everywhere

Grabbing the next friend saying 'come on let's get out of here'

Blood scattered everywhere where revenge never felt so sweet

But sometimes other people die just so you can get beat

Flashing lights everywhere mom calling Jamie

Just to see if her kid is still out there

People standing around everywhere

Worst disaster that they ever did here

The night is still young and two more thugs

Got to get caught by gun down it's a little more difficult

Call dre with the four pound tell him to meet me

On 4th and broad' now wait til the last location

Where somebody last is seen and heard of

More black vans black hoodies black timbs

With black gorillas in the rear

There he goes don't give him a chance

To get to a phone and call any of his friends

I say to myself this is it empty two clips

They bust back but nobody got hit

This is for debo Arriba Andale they all gotta go

I'm finished now job done well now

I keep you in my mind forever now

I spray the wall in memory so the love won't go down

Stay strong I see you real soon

But for now debo yo I'll still be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

I'll be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

I'll be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

I'll be there

I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there

I'll be there

I'll be there