Going in Circles

Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh

Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight

For something that isn't there

Were just going in circles

Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh

Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight

For something that isn't there

So many questions to ask

Not enough answers

Feeling selfish cause I still want you here

Somehow I'll manage

I been going through the motions

Emotions been doing damage

Gonna struggle but forever I love you forever family

Got me reminiscing hitting parties and chasing chicken

Manhunt throughout them Brett street bloccs

You know the vision

Didn't have to ask who's with me

Cause Brodie was always with it

Never had to ask who get me

Cause Novi would always get it

Crying while I'm writing takin time to talk to your spirit

Only hoping that you in this room to hear it

I ain't felt this kinda pain since Deej died

And you know it cause you feel it

So I use music as medicine to heal it

I have this type of tension in my body since you left and I can't clear it

Gotta explain to Ky as to why boo can't make appearance

After all these cherished memories I'm hurt bro

Can't explain how this hurt goes

Til we meet again ill be blowing circles just

Going in Circles

Circles and now I see that we were never meant to be yeaahh

Circles Circles if you didn't care why should i fight

For something that isn't there

This kind of pain be ever revolving

Be an infinite battle between accepting that you're gone

And hiding from it all

There are no still days

I am either racing towards the reel of memories we built

Or fleeing a haunting flock of grief

Regret circles my mind like vulture

Preying on every why

Every what if

Every day I wish I could pivot back in time

Circle around to our last conversation

To the final time I saw you

Hug you a little bit tighter

Talk to you a little bit longer

Losing you was a painful reminder

That we never get the hours back

We are just left with the moments captured

And so we hold them

As tight as we should have held onto you

And we play your songs whenever we miss your voice

And we gon' loop this track

And let it echo to the heavens

So God knows

You are still alive

Even in death

My brother

You are still alive