My body is a mausoleum

Face so bloody I can't see it

Lose myself and get carried away

Flames are burnin up the feeling

Truth is I don't really need 'em

Crucify me open up the cage

Smile wider open up

I'm begging for an uppercut

Beat me til I'm nothin but a stain

Labored breathing bloody knuckles

Masochistic m**r

Cross my heart and hope to go insane

Cuz I want this hurt

I know what it means

I'll breathe it in

I think I'm feeling it now

Spent my whole life remembering dreams

But I'm bleeding em out

I just wanna savor every second of it

I just wanna savor

I just wanna

I just wanna savor every second of it

Bloody noses barrel smoke

I breathe it in I love to choke

It's hard to think with bullets in my brain

Know I'll never get enough

I start to hate it how I love

The way it got me feeling so profane

Worried how my hands are shaking

Buried now my ribs are breaking

Clarity is pouring from the pain

Lookin but my wounds aren't healing

Place about to blow I feel it

Leaving but I'm not sure what remains

Cuz I want this hurt

I know what it means

I'll breathe it in

I think I'm feeling it now

Spent my whole life remembering dreams

But I'm bleeding em out

I just wanna savor every second of it

I just wanna savor

I just wanna

I just wanna savor every second of it

I'm overflowing

Can't control it

Trying but i guess it's over

Tired of always looking for the light

Baby I don't wanna go

My demons got me by the throat

Let me go and leave me to the night

I just wanna savor every second of it, I just wanna savor every second of it

Cuz I want this hurt

I know what it means

I'll breathe it in

I think I'm feeling it now

Spent my whole life remembering dreams

But I'm bleeding em out

I just wanna savor every second of it

I just wanna savor

I just wanna

I just wanna savor every second of it