Lately I

Ve been singing the blues for no apparent reason

I lay around on the couch piss and moan dragging everyone down

Maybe its always been in my blood stream

Maybe daddy was right when he

Told me

Boy your just like you mom keep your head up your a*s all the time

I feel like a fool

Kicking my self black and blue for the choices I

Ve made

Down and out

Stuck in the muck sinking fast getting

Worse every day

Good lord want you throw me a life line

A ray of hope in the sunshine

Want you help me to find my happy ever after amen

Lately taking pills by the handful

Doctor told me I

D need

Em

Yeah he wrote me note said I hope you have a hell of time

But they

Re too good fill me up with a warm rush the news paper don

T

Upset

Me as much

They ain

T easy to swallow but its better than sleeping all day

I

M high as a kite

At least for time being killing the pain in my heart

Letting go of the guilt and the shame that are tearing my life apart

Good lord want you keep me from crashing in any way

Shape

Form or

Fashion

Can

T you fill my prescription happy ever after amen

Have mercy on me

Hear my pitiful prayer

I need your sympathy

Cause it

Feels like nobody cares about me since I quit taking care of myself

Oh I am tired

Tired of the struggle and tired of the that lies I

Ve told

But I am scared

Scared that my story for give me will never unfold

Good lord

I

M not much for confessions

But if you can cure my depression I swear Ill

Better

Happy ever after

Happy ever after

Happy ever after amen